Camille is Sarina's only older sister, she is 25 years old.
Camille said as soon as she heard the tone in Brian's voice, she knew something was wrong, she kept yelling at him that it wasn't true and actually fell down, hit and bruised her head. She was in Houston visiting her husband who just got transferred and couldn't even get a flight out until the day after.
When Camille finally arrived, we embraced and cried like we never have before and she has barely left my side since. She has been staying with us practically every night, she said it's so she's not scared and lonely in her big house all by herself, but I think it's so she can take care of me and make certain I'm okay.
Camille and Sarina have always been very close, enjoyed doing wonderful sister things and enjoyed each other and their other sister, Tiffany.
Tiffany is Sarina's only baby sister, she is 18 years old. She also had a great sister relationship with Sarina and learned many of the worlds ways by spending time with Sarina.
Tiffany lives in Las Vegas, Nevada and although she always had her own room when she would come and visit, she would always wind up in Sarina's room and Sarina's bed, they couldn't bear to be without the other when Tiffany was in town. Once Isabella was born, they all three shared a bed, with Isabella in the middle, both Sarina and Tiffany had one cheek on the bed while they were sleeping, but they were happy because they were together.
Tiffany flew out to be with me less than 12 hours after Brian called her. She too, stayed by my side and took care of me until she had to go home. And now that she is back in Las Vegas, she calls me and texts me all day to tell me she loves me and to make certain I'm alright.
Shane is the oldest of Sarina's three baby brothers. He is 14 years old. He also lives in Las Vegas, Nevada and flew out with Tiffany. Shane had his arm around me and told me how much he loved me and Sarina the entire time he was here. He also spent a lot of time consoling Camille and Tiffany. He really stepped up and proved to us that he has become a strong and caring young man. As the member of a band, Shane is going to write a song about and for Sarina.
Garrett is the middle of Sarina's three baby brothers. He is 9 years old.
Garrett was in the truck the entire time I was in the house looking for Sarina and while I was in the driveway screaming and crying after I found her. He is fully aware that Sarina is gone and has cried with me. He said he will never forget my shrieks and screams. I feel so bad that he had to witness this at such a young and tender age. I don't know if he thoroughly understands what really happened to Sarina, what suicide means; and for that matter, what death even means. He sees me cry throughout the day and comes to hug and kiss me and ask if I'm okay. I can only do my best to protect him and make certain he is not scarred by what he experienced with me.
Brian is the youngest of Sarina's baby brothers, he is only 5 years old. I don't really think he understands what happened. He was also in the truck while all of this was going on, he knew mommy was upset and knows that I'm still upset, he knows that mommy misses Sarina, but he has been able to play through it all, so I really think he is alright and too young to be affected by it at this time.
I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL OF MY CHILDREN. IF I DIDN'T HAVE MY OTHER CHILDREN THAT STILL NEED ME, I WOULD LEAVE THIS EARTH AND BE WITH SARINA RIGHT NOW.
I LOVE YOU ALL OF MY BABIES SO MUCH !!
